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September, 2005 September 14thElimination day! The final elimination day! I will not miss Wednesdays here. I am glad this was the last one. I am also so relieved and honored that I am in the final three! This has been bigger than I dared hope to dream. Today was the first time I had to sing for survival. I thought for a fact that I was going home today. From Marty & J.D.'s encore, it was obvious they were staying. So I knew it was going to be between Suzie & me, and I know how much INXS loves Suzie - they've rescued her five times from elimination. I started to say goodbye to my fellow Rock Stars. It was no surprise to be in the bottom three - disappointed as I was - but it was a surprise that on preliminary voting I was coming last. Ouch! That Hurt. Especially since I thought I might even get an encore. I felt a certain calm and resilience that was quite foreign to me as I took my place on stage, awaiting what INXS were to bestow upon me. Despite the immense pressure of:
a) being in the bottom three for the first time b) singing an INXS song to INXS for the first time c) following two outstanding performances by Suzie and J.D. d) being last at the end of preliminary voting e) realizing I was also possibly losing a brand new 2006 Honda Civic if I bombed out f) being so close to the final! I was able to pull off one of my best performances to date. I totally lost myself in the moment and that desperation unleashed a side of me that maybe I had forgotten, or that INXS had never seen. It was only after I had finished “What You Need” and heard the crowd that I thought, "maybe I won't be going home today." I am sorry I had to fight it out with Suzie because she has become such a close and dear friend whom I love very much. I know Suzie will be fine as she has won the hearts of the world. She had better be partying now! I can't believe I have made it to the final. This is beyond a dream. Comments (424)
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