This will be my last journal entry as tomorrow is the final show.  I feel an incredible relief that I have seen this competition right through to the very end.  I am ready to say goodbye to this mansion, the pressure, the competition. I am going to fight this as far as I can, because I have never wanted to win something so much.  It almost hurts me to think about it.  J.D., Marty and I are so different, INXS just have to choose which flavor they like.  I owe it to all my loyal fans throughout the world who have supported me the whole way.  To not give up… I do this for my family, my brothers and sisters, nephews and nieces.  To my family in Australia and in the Philippines and to my friends and colleagues in London. I do this for my parents,  my mother who I love and worship, my beautiful wife Simone. I cannot wait for this magical experience to come to a conclusion. I will never forget my time here and I am proud to stand beside J.D. and Marty.  Tomorrow is a day of celebration and anticipation of which I have only dreamed. Thank you for your love.  I feel it and carry it home in my heart.